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in school i think i have the best friends in the world ever..
we attend our classes together, we eat together, bond and flirt together..

we all have DIFFERENT personality that made us a little difficult to understand each other, sometimes our little discussion about us ended to a fight but at the end of the day we all fixed it together. and thats what i love about our friendship.

we take our exams together, we even copy answers from each other, but mostly their answers came from me, but not all the time.
when one of us gets a high score, some of us celebrated and some regret that they shared their answer when they got a low grade, and im one of that SOME. and thats a secret i kept for a months now. but thats okay i think, everybody deserves a high and low grades. hehehe
we have secrets, and we share it. we also have problems, then we solved it together, if we cannot solve it, we just gave advice to one of my friends.

were like SiSTERS!

all i know is, im the one in his heart and mind, but i was wrong!

i was overjoyed when he text me, then he courted me.
and i answered him, coz i love him.

i was so mesmerized by his sweet words. and i almost melt! hehehe

then after that, i started daydreaming bout me and him going out, and everything that we both can do.

but that didnt happened.

we were about meet that day, and he did come to my class room. i was so nervous that day, and i dont know why.

and there he was waiting for me outside, i was still inside my room, and i kinda dont wanna talk to him, coz i was so shy.

and then of of my bestfriends came inside and told me that “he was wrong”, i wasnt te girl he wanted, i wasnt the girl he love, and i wasnt the girl he dreamed of, but my other bestfriend.

it crashed by heart, and at the same time i was so mad at him and HUMILIATED..

i didnt cry, but i really wanted to cry, but my mind and heart tells me that dont cry nicole.. so i didnt cry..

i confronted him through text. i didnt have the courage to confront him personal.

and i think he was humiliated too, maybe..

and after that tragic love life of mine, the next day i entered my room, it was all normal again. nothing change, except my classmates still teasing me about HiM, and i hate it..